Over the last couple of days I have felt a sense of unease. My mind is aware of it also -- I have been having strange dreams that left me waking up in a bad mood. As I attempted to recognize the problem I thought about several matters, and after 2-3 days I've come to some answers.
Walk away from your crutches, even though its your Very Best friend
First, I am lucky enough to have a great best friend in San Diego. However, it is crucial to be aware of when you must walk your path. Quite often, we lean on the shoulders of the others, and in the process, neglect to learn what we ought to learn how to do ourselves. By way of example, I am constantly hanging out with himand we play video games. This is great fun, but lately after our LA trip I've felt a feeling of waste after playing games. I flashed my Heroes of the Storm bnet account and I have a lot more spare time on my hands. So the lesson is, learn when you have to come up with your own strength, and also have the courage to walk away from the very best friend. He/she will know, that you will need the time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I have also discovered that my daytime pick up abilities are better, and that I tend to do much better in my. From time to time, you need to go out there and watch the world for yourself, instead of resenting others for"holding you back", when in fact, you are the one which's doing it!
Seeing the silver lining in everything
As a kid, I used to think that if I am studying the piano in the day, all the other kids are out there playing at the golden sunset! No! I felt a sense of loss! Yet, now, I'm grateful on some nights when I can just be in the office and work to my heart content. No family, no friends bugging me, nothing. Just me and my job. Sometimes I may feel like this is lonely and perhaps it is, but that's the way it is for now, and I've learned to see it as a boon, I get to hangout with my friends once I want to, and have my own time without being stressed by work or personal obligations.
Being trendy without"trying"
I've leverage the capability to be present thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I've noticed that when I'm relaxed and unstressed, I have a open vibe. People today talk to me personally. "What is that you are purchasing?" I think that on weekdays, since so many people are stressed, an unstressed, receptive energy translates well compared to all the pent up energy that we see everyday. I'm lucky enough to have financial freedom at this point in my entire life, and I will continue to channel a cool, open vibe, even though I am working hard on the job.
Presence, and inner love
Being"chill" also signifies non-judgement. When we judge others, in certain ways we're also dealing with our own demons. Live and let live. This is perhaps one of the universal truths of all religions (that has been killed off by religious dogma). Your presence of light is sufficient -- which alone can sustain you and put in love to the entire world. Occasionally our self gets in the way, and blinds us from the flicker and magnificent of what's already there to begin with.
Strive for the best, decision Absolutely Free of others I realized this is the incorrect way to look at the entire world. Everybody is in their journey. In many ways, my negativity towards them was really at myself at my own inability to make things function. I should have sought out help earlier, or acknowledged that I had to meet new people, rather than resenting my pals. You can't always change somebody, however you could always adore them.
It's ok to be an asshole, occasionally our mistakes teach us how to arrive at the right solution
In order for me to "find peace".
Or reach a stage of approval, I had to go through pain. The pain helps you get to a point (hopefully) of throwing away the baggage of their ego.
Intimate relationships, enjoy all of the life has to offer. Drink from the fountain
While I used to select the hottest jak zagadać do byłej dziewczyny po długiej przerwie women, I now want the deepest connections in every area of my own life. Am I still drawn to beautiful ladies? Absolutely. But my fascination today is more than just a physical one. I find myself losing attraction for shallow beauty, and much more in tune with internal beauty.
I'm still drawn sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my relationships and an-ongoing type of situation, I see myself valuing a beautiful woman with great inner qualities as well.